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I think I might be doing another bust sale soon

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 28, 2014, 8:53 PM
I really had fun doing them in the past, I might offer another batch of sales in October.

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

Commissions are open

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 9, 2014, 6:11 PM
Now that the Summer Sales have passed. I'm reopening my commissions again. I will have a rolling 5 slots open; meaning once a commission is finished, that slot will be reopened.


Bust shot - $40 USD
Full body with a minimal background - $60 USD
+ $15 USD for each additional character
+ $15 USD for full background
Character sheet (front, back, two head shots) - $75 USD
Comic pages - Please contact for a quote

Just to let everyone know. I really appreciate the support you've given in the past. You've all given me great ideas and really encouraged me to grow and be a better artist.

Thank you.



Commissions -

1. - :iconstaratlas:

2. - open

3. - open

4. - open

5. - open



PS: I've got a few regular commissioners (I'm looking at you :iconkclcmdr: and :iconriv3th3d:) you guys' stuff will continue uninterrupted, and you don't have to worry about the slot openings.

Design foundation by Simmemann
Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

Interesting

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 18, 2014, 12:01 PM
So,

I noticed my Summer Time Commission Sale wasn't as popular as my bust sale. Outside of my regulars, I didn't pick up many new commissioners.

I'm wondering if it was just too specific. Where my Bust Sale was a flat 25% off, people loved it, the Summer sale was a better deal at 30% off, but making it specifically beach themed may have been what killed the interest.


Oh well, love and learn.


Back to commissions.


1. :iconkclcmdr:

2. :iconkclcmdr:

3. :iconkclcmdr:

4. :icongojiro7:

5. :iconriv3th3d:

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

Hot fun in the Summertime 2: Electric Boogaloo

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 12, 2014, 12:52 PM
Since the first batch went so fast, I'm opening a second batch of beach time commissions.

The original stipulations still stand; it's a beach themed pinup, so water, sand, swimsuits ahoy!

And still at the low sale price of $40USD!



Slots

1. :iconcerebus873: - complete

2. :iconkclcmdr:

3. :iconkclcmdr:

4. :iconkclcmdr:

5. Open


I'm sure the slots will fill fast again, so don't hesitate!

Design foundation by Simmemann
Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

Hot Fun in the Summertime - Commissions Closed

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 4, 2014, 1:47 PM
With the holiday weekend approaching (at least here in America), I've decided to open up a set of summer-centric commission slots for all of you. Just like the past few times, this represents another opportunity to get your first - or another - piece of art from me at a wicked low price.

$40 SUMMER SALE TIME!

1. :iconsingory: - complete
2. :iconsingory: - complete
3. :iconsingory: - complete
4. :iconmihoshik: - complete
5. :iconred-rum-18:

There's one new stipulation this time around: you can commission whoever you want, but the pieces will all be beach-themed pinups. So... DC heroine? Marvel villain? Sith? Starfleet captain? Hogwarts student? Your character from World of Warcraft? An OC from your fanfic? Groot? You name it and you get it... in whatever they'd wear for a day out at the beach. Which would make the Groot option a little strange, come to think of it, but I've done weirder.

Yeah, JoeHundredaire, I'm looking at you.

Just like during my past sales - and with the majority of my commissions - the slots will be handled on a first come, first serve basis with the art being done in my traditional first in/first out pattern. AKA: the sooner you commission me, the sooner you get something awesome to show your friends.

School's out for the summer! Who wants some art to remember it by?



If you missed your shot, I will open another 5 slots, next Friday.

Design foundation by Simmemann
Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

set Commissions = open

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 10, 2014, 4:34 PM
While they've been quietly open this entire time, the last time I put up a journal post regarding commission prices and availability was... not counting a Christmas special back in 2012 or the recent bust sales? Something like April 23, 2008. Yikes. So, I decided that it's time to update the information and put it in a more prominent area for your viewing pleasure.

Bust shot - $40 USD
Full body with a minimal background - $60 USD
+ $15 USD for each additional character
+ $15 USD for full background
Character sheet (front, back, two head shots) - $75 USD
Comic pages - Please contact for a quote

All money at this point is going toward my next major purchase: a Cintiq-style tablet. Cintiq-style because I still haven't decided between the four or five major manufacturers out there at the moment; each comes with its own pros and cons, ranging from driver support issues to inflated price to viewing angle issues. Having one, though, will enable me to pursue my next goal: a return to the convention scene. Between it and my life partner's MacBook Pro, I'll be able to set up shop in the artists' section of conventions and work on fully digital commissions on the spot while allowing passersby to see what I'm doing. So buy something from me here, and you might soon see me on the floor at a convention near you.

Design foundation by Simmemann
Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Jason Derulo - Wiggle (feat. Snoop Dogg)
  • Playing: Child of Light
  • Drinking: Diet Mt. Dew

There's only one 'Return'...

Journal Entry: Thu May 29, 2014, 8:52 PM
...and it's of the Bust Sale. Yes, my friends, once more into the breach! Just like last time, there's no grand purpose here. I just have been having a lot of fun doing these for you all and so I'm willing to offer one last set of busts at a low, low price. If you missed out on the last two sales, this is a great opportunity to get your first - or another - piece of art from me.

$25 BUST SALE TIME!

1. :iconcerebus873: -complete
2. :iconcerebus873: -complete
3. :icondwwrider: -complete
4. :iconrbl-m1a2tanker: -complete
5. :icondoctorrocket: -complete
6. :iconkclcmdr: -complete
7. :iconriv3th3d: -complete
8. :iconriv3th3d: -complete
9. :iconriv3th3d:
10. :icongojiro7:

(Edit; I added a temporary 5 more, mostly because of interest. They will only exist until filled or 12am EST, whichever comes first)

Still available: male, female, plant, animal, mineral, or possibly some combination of the above. I've done everything from superheroes and villains to Hogwarts students to fantasy creatures to pirates to Disney princesses to art of people cosplaying, and that's just in the last five months. As long as it's got a torso I can bisect and draw upward from, it's eligible. Slots will be handled on a first come, first serve basis with the art being done in my traditional first in/first out pattern. AKA: the sooner you commission me, the sooner you get something awesome to show your friends.

Last chance to throw your hat into the ring. Who wants some art?

PS: If you want to see what kind of art you can get for your $25, check out these two examples of past bust works for clients:
25 Dollar Bust Commission  Supergirl by LexiKimble25 dollar bust commission - Joana by LexiKimble25 Dollar Bust Commission  SapphicNeko by LexiKimble

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Jason Derulo - Wiggle (feat. Snoop Dogg)
  • Playing: Child of Light
  • Drinking: Diet Mt. Dew

It's not the emergency fundraising bust sale...

Journal Entry: Wed May 21, 2014, 10:08 AM
...but it IS the Emergency Fundraising Bust Sale's twin sister.

Hot on the heels of my first annual "my life partner found a figure I really want and I need to pay it off before the comic book store sells it to this other guy!" bust sale, it's the first annual "you guys are so awesome I want to do more art for you!" bust sale! The slots from the first sale filled up so fast that I couldn't even get on here and edit the journal entry before I was buried under people who missed the cutoff. So given that I'm really digging doing these bust shots as a warmup before my day job? I'm offering to do more!

$25 BUST SALE TIME!

1. :iconkclcmdr: -complete
2. :iconsapphicneko: -complete
3. :iconnitelong: -complete
4. :iconnitelong: -complete
5. :icondoctorrocket: -complete

Still available: male, female, plant, animal, mineral, or possibly some combination of the above. I've done everything from superheroes and villains to Hogwarts students to fantasy creatures to pirates to Disney princesses to art of people cosplaying, and that's just in the last five months. As long as it's got a torso I can bisect and draw upward from, it's eligible. Slots will be handled on a first come, first serve basis with the art being done in my traditional first in/first out pattern. AKA: the sooner you commission me, the sooner you get something awesome to show your friends.

Anyone else game?

PS: If you want to see what kind of art you can get for your $25, check out these examples from the first bust sale:
25 Dollar Bust Commission - Jana by LexiKimble25 dollar bust commission - Joana by LexiKimble25 Dollar Bust Commission - Gretchen by LexiKimble

Design foundation by Simmemann
Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Jason Derulo - Wiggle (feat. Snoop Dogg)
  • Playing: Child of Light
  • Drinking: Diet Mt. Dew

It's a Bird, It's a Plane, It's a Bust Sale!

Journal Entry: Sat May 17, 2014, 4:56 PM

It's the first annual "my life partner found a figure I really want and I need to pay it off before the comic book store sells it to this other guy!" sale! Which is a really long name, but describes the situation perfectly. This is probably old news to those who know me well, but I'm a huge fan of Black☆Rock Shooter. While visiting a friend, my partner got dragged to this hole in the wall comic book store... that had a 1/8th scale Insane Black Rock Shooter figure for two-thirds of what pretty much everywhere else charges, with the added bonus of not needing to pay shipping. That means I need to pull $106 out of somewhere so I can pay it off before it gets sold off to someone else. Since I'm not keen on selling my kidney or anything, and I'm not in a position to just pull that much money out of thin air... you all get to benefit from how bad I want this figure sitting next to my computer!

$25 BUST SALE TIME!

1. :iconkclcmdr:
2. :iconkclcmdr:
3. :iconnitelong: - complete
4. :iconsingory: - complete
5. :iconsingory: - complete

Male, female, plant, animal, mineral, or possibly some combination of the above. I've done everything from superheroes and villains to Hogwarts students to fantasy creatures to pirates to Disney princesses to art of people cosplaying, and that's just in the last five months. As long as it's got a torso I can bisect and draw upward from, it's eligible. Slots will be handled on a first come, first serve basis with the art being done in my traditional first in/first out pattern. AKA: the sooner you commission me, the sooner you get something awesome to show your friends.

Who's game?

PS: If you want to see what kind of art you can get for your $25, check out these two examples of past bust works for clients:
Wasp Corps - Heather by LexiKimbleMeli Bust by LexiKimble



Design foundation by Simmemann
Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Jason Derulo - Wiggle (feat. Snoop Dogg)
  • Playing: Child of Light
  • Drinking: Diet Mt. Dew

Thanks Everyone!

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 8, 2013, 6:47 AM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Gorillaz - Crystalized (XX Cover)
  • Reading: Akuma no Riddle
  • Watching: Boomerang
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIV
So yeah, didn't expect all the love I got yesterday. Thanks everyone, I appreciate all your well wishes for my birthday, you really made me smile.

I love you all.


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In the spirit of E3

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 11, 2013, 1:25 PM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: iTunes on random
  • Reading: Sasameki Koto
  • Watching: Vikings
  • Playing: Bioshock Infinite
Yeah, I figured what the hell, let's be more social. If you want to add me to your gaming buddylists, here are my gamer tags


PSN - jaggyd
XBL - SkottiK
3DS - 2809-8141-0865
Steam - Skottichan

If you do, just leave a message here telling me you added me.


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A little Kickstarter Love

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 28, 2013, 10:15 AM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: iTunes on random
  • Reading: Sasameki Koto
  • Watching: Vikings
  • Playing: Bioshock Infinite
Hi guys,

Those of you who follow me know of my love of supporting people on Kickstarter, well this time is no different. The wonderfully sweet and talented :iconpaullell: has put together an all-ages RPG, and looking for funding (with some awesome art by :iconpunchyninja: and :icondpragan:).

The goal to fund the publication of the Kalijor RPG core books. "The game is kind of unique in that it's designed in layers or levels, to allow kids 4-7 to play with parents, then a more complex version is available for kids 7-14, and then the full version for older kids/adults. All using the same rules." (to quote the author).

If you're an RPG fan, check it out, even if you only have $5 to contribute, please do. The pen & paper RPG world needs new and fresh ideas, and Kalijor can help.


Thank you again, the link to the Kickstarter is here -> www.kickstarter.com/projects/k…

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

Interesting turn of events

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 4, 2013, 11:42 PM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: iTunes on random
  • Reading: Appleseed
  • Drinking: OJ
So… if you didn't know about this fun bit of stupid, I had this admirer, he went by the name mcherry1. I vented one day and he promptly raided my journal with shit like "Lesbians hate men!!" and "LGBT brainwashes kids to follow a Satanist commie agenda!". I wound up pulling the journal just to calm shit down, and he responded with this.




Cut to 6 months later, he's pissed off enough people on DA that he's run off with his tail between his legs. So much for a "proud warrior of God".

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

I need to vent

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 3, 2013, 1:36 PM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: iTunes on random
  • Reading: Appleseed
  • Drinking: OJ
I need to vent. I stumbled across someone's tumblr earlier, and I see this huge list of "privileges" that this person has and doesn't have in the great socially enlightened spectrum. I realized two things.

One, I'm sorry, but I can't live that way, spending every moment of my life worried that I'm going to oppress another person, just by living. It's bad enough that on a daily basis I have to talk myself into continually exist, dwelling on the fact that my white skin tone is hurting someone else would just make me eat a bullet.

Secondly, and I know this makes me a hypocrite, as a person without a physically defined sex, the idea of a cisgendered person being "genderfluid/genderqueer" is painful. The fact that nature stuck you with a perfectly functioning XX/XY chromosome set, and you play with gender as if it were a costume to play with. It hurts. I don't get the luxury of going "I'm going to be a woman today", I get the "Oh, are you really a guy or a girl?" or "Can you get yourself pregnant?"

It takes everything in my power to keep myself alive, so, if I offend someone by my actions or words, I truly apologize. I wish I could be a better person, but I'm selfish, I worry about my place in reality, I worry that one day another person it going to try and "fix me" with their dick, words, or actions.



I'm sorry I'm white

I'm sorry I'm intersex

I'm sorry I love women

I'm sorry I'm an artist

I'm sorry I'm submissive

I'm sorry...

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

December Commission Sale!

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 29, 2012, 10:53 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Song of the Lonely Mountain - The Hobbit OST
  • Watching: Stuff appear in Photoshop
  • Drinking: Coke Zero
     Happy holidays, everybody! This year, I'm giving myself the non-denominational winter holiday gift of… running away from home! I'm going back out to Connecticut to bug Joe for a week or four. We'll probably end up visiting New York City at a minimum, and probably Boston so I can giggle at the lack of Rs. Since I don't want to end up stuck anywhere because I can't afford the train ticket back to New Haven, though… COMMISSION SALE!

     For the first five people who sign up, I'm going to knock close to 20% off the price of a single character commission. That's right, for a limited time, custom art can be yours for only $50. But… the luck doesn't stop there for those lucky five who get in the door first. For this set of commissions only, I'll be teaming up with :iconjoehundredaire: so that you can pick from one of THREE different commission options:
1. A traditional commission of mine, with one character on a minimal background, rendered in full color.
2. A custom journal skin with a piece of my art included in a horizontal layout. Think something like this, with the image of your favorite character along the top.
3. A custom journal skin with a piece of my art included in a vertical layout. Something like Joe's journal, for instance, with an image of your favorite character running down the left or right side of the journal. Preferably left; he tells me that's easier to code.

     So give yourself the gift of art. Give your friend a gift. Woo that special someone with a gift. Be a creeper and surprise some random deviant with gift art if that's your yen. But the holidays are here, people, and gifts are about to start flying fast and furious. Why not save some money while you can?

Slots Available:
1. :iconkclcmdr: - complete
2. :iconkclcmdr: - complete
3. :iconmihoshik: - complete
4. :iconleviadragon99: - complete
5. :iconleviadragon99: - complete

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

Fuck the Fifth of November

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 5, 2012, 12:19 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Trey Anastasio - Clint Eastwood (Gorillaz Mix)
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed 3
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
I think I'm taking a day off from DA/tumblr/facebook today. I'm already tired of the bombardment of "Remember the fifth of november" shit, and it's only 3am. I'll be on aim/messages/gtalk for my friends, but I'm just going to draw and play Halo 4. I'll see you all after I vote on tuesday morning.

I'll probably read some of Promethea, Tom Strong or Moore's run on Swamp Thing to escape the V for Vendetta stuff.

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Reimagining by JoeHundredaire and LexiKimble

ChipIn Update

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 3, 2012, 2:52 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: PSY vs. LMFAO - Sexy Style
  • Playing: Borderlands 2
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
Once again, this is a straight copypasta of HTML code from :iconjoehundredaire:'s journal to mine because I may be drawing it but he's organizing it. So I'm still not turning into Gambit and referring to myself in the third person. Just saving time by borrowing something written about me rather than writing up something from scratch…

As previously mentioned, I wanted to have :iconlexikimble: do another piece for Blue Belle 2012 but money was a bit of an issue for me after previous commissions, school and personal expenses, and so forth and so on. So I launched a ChipIn so that fans of her work - and mine, for that matter - could get involved. Here's where we stand at present:

Four Character (Thrúd, Amora, Aphrodite, Mórrígan) Version: $105 FULLY FUNDED
Six Character (above plus Kára and Göndul the Valkyries) Version: $135 FULLY FUNDED
We Mail Everyone an Autographed Print: $200 (raised $135 - 67.5% funded)

So, we're at the point where things are going to begin moving forward art-wise, but there's still time to donate if you want to get in on the autographed print part. If that's you? Head on over to the ChipIn; all contributors of $10 USD or more - from the first $10 to the last - will be mailed a print of Gathering of Goddesses autographed by Lexi.

Status of different facets of Gathering of Goddesses:
Thrúd: Will probably going to do a sketch of her tonight or tomorrow.
Amora: Will probably going to do a sketch of her tonight or tomorrow. Don't need to do much; we take a lot from the Sylvie Lushton version of the Enchantress from the Young Masters.
Aphrodite: Preliminary design done.
Mórrígan: Preliminary design done.
Göndul: Her design will remain largely intact from an earlier piece of Blue Belle art. We're just going to swap the panties for brown leather pants and then design some boots for her if needed.
Kára: Will probably going to do a sketch of her tonight or tomorrow. With the joke in Blue Belle and Dansende Ekorn og Andre Dumheter being that she bears a striking resemblance to Power Girl, we're going to try and work up a design that blends the design elements of Thrúd and Göndul with classic Power Girl costuming.
Location Scouting: :iconlexikimble: and I are going down to Manhattan on 10/06/2012 to visit the Irish Hunger Memorial, which will serve as the setting for the piece. The virtual tours aren't really good enough for us, so we're gonna go and wander around. Find a nice angle, ponder the positions of the characters, et cetera. Take a whooooole bunch of pictures with my 50D. Then walk over to the Hudson River, flip off New Jersey, and run away.
Gesture Sketches: Might be completed as soon as this Saturday afternoon or evening; :iconlexikimble: might do these on-site or on the train home at the end of the day.
Final piece: Obviously not started yet.

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ChipIn Information

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 1, 2012, 8:23 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: PSY vs. LMFAO - Sexy Style
  • Watching: Storage Hunters

This is a straight copypasta of HTML code from :iconjoehundredaire:'s journal to mine because I may be drawing it but he's organizing it. So no, I'm not turning into Gambit and referring to myself in the third person these days. Just saving time by borrowing something written about me rather than writing up something from scratch…

For those of you who've read my fanfic over the years, you know that :iconlexikimble: does art for a lot of them. Thing is, she can't do freebies for me any more than she can do free art for others. Because when she does freebies, she isn't earning money that she needs for things like rent, food, health insurance, medication... you know, important stuff. I've foot the bill for a few pieces recently, but since my readers - and some people who are just fans of her - enjoy them too, I decided to give you all the opportunity to contribute.

Gathering of Goddesses will be a companion to Chapter 36 - or so; I'm still figuring out the story outline - of Blue Belle 2012. Depending on how well we do raising money, the following characters will appear:
Thrúd Thordóttir ($60): I've already posted a bit about Thrúd on my Tumblr. Yes, there are some very obviously Loki-esque design elements in there. Yes, she is indeed Thor's daughter. Yes, that unusual combination will be explained in Chapter 36.
Amora the Enchantress ($75): If you don't know who Amora is, you're probably very new to Marvel because she's been a comic staple since 1964 and appears in Super Hero Squad and Earth's Mightiest Heroes. We'll probably use one of her modern comic costumes… or maybe Lexi will come up with something that blends the best bits of a few costumes into something awesome. Don't know yet.
Currently Raised: $75.00 USD
Aphrodite Ourania ($90): For some reason, Marvel's actually got Venus and Aphrodite running around as separate entities on Earth-616. Considering how one-note Aphrodite is in Marvel, we'll likely end up blending the canon character, classic mythology, and modern fashion when we do our version.
The Mórrígan ($105): Since Marvel's never touched on Irish mythology, there's no canon equivalent to compare and contrast her with. Never the less, given her interest in the mythology of all cultures, Lexi has a few different ideas for how we might develop her for both Blue Belle as a whole and this piece in particular.

If we hit the $105 target before the end of the year, I'll up the goal to $135 and we'll also get:
Göndul ($120): Göndul actually dates back to the original 2010 version of Blue Belle and has been drawn once already. Granted it was for a scene involving artistic nudity for an art class, so her wardrobe is subject to change, but the basic idea is there.
Kára ($135): Think DC's Power Girl, just as a valkyrie. Yeah. I'm drooling too.

So… tell your friends. Contribute. Contribute and tell your friends. Check back for status updates. Read my fic. Follow me on here. Have an awesome day.

PS: LATE BREAKING OFFER FROM THE ART GODDESS!
Since too many cooks spoil the soup and too many characters spoil a piece, :iconlexikimble: and I have decided what we're going to do if we raise over $135 USD and people still feel generous. Rather than tacking on more and more characters - which I'd then have to write into the scene this piece is for - we're going to take a cue from Top Cow's recent Kickerstarter for Cyber Force and offer a physical incentive. If we can hit not only the $105 USD target that'll pay for the basic four goddess piece (Thrúd/Amora/Aphrodite/Mórrígan), but go on to blow through the $135 USD "goddesses and valkyries" target too? We'll tweak the ChipIn to aim for $200 USD. And if by some miracle people are feeling that generous? All contributors of $10 USD or more - from the first $10 to the last - will be mailed a print of Gathering of Goddesses autographed by Lexi.

Who's in?



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Waiting...

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 30, 2012, 12:36 AM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Foo Fighters - My Hero
  • Reading: Wonder Woman
  • Playing: Tera
  • Drinking: Vodka & Lemonaide
Drunk Lexi Vent! (Okay, only mildly buzzed at best…) Over the past month, I've had many friends come to me and tell me that they have female friends who either have crushes on me, or idolize my art, or want to chat me up, or whatever. Only a couple have actually talked to me and it was "Hi" "…OMG…hi…*ninja vanish!*"

I've had friends and exes have claimed I'm intimidating. It kind of upsets me. I guess people take my shyness as some kind of deep brooding or something. I know I'm a giant amazon, but… yeah, not inside. I'm just quiet. I'm sorry if that and my stature make me seem intimidating. I don't mean to seem stand-offish. I guess everyone expects me to be the great lesbian knight, but I can't.

I hate being me sometimes. I hate this tower I seem to be trapped in. I just want to be the one who gets rescued.

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Okay, rant time.

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 13, 2012, 3:05 PM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Frank Zappa - Hot Rats
  • Reading: Batwoman
  • Playing: The Secret World
I'm so fucking tired of the Social Justice Brigade saying that a woman embracing her sexuality, is somehow anti-feminist. Really?

You people are painfully stupid, our sexuality is what's been used against us since the beginning of civilization. Oppressors use words like slut, harlot, hoe, et all. to make us humiliated about our bodies, our sexuality, and our desires. It kills me, in the early ERA movement (yes dearies, women have been fighting for equality for longer than you've been alive), reclaiming our sexuality was one of the core tenants.

I wear sexually provocative clothing, I do it because that is what I want. I hear other women whisper "slut" behind my back, most of them call themselves "feminists". They cloak their bodies, cover their forms in some kind of sick shame in being a beautiful woman.

I am a proud woman, a Scot, a lesbian, a member of the BDSM community. I proudly wear my sexuality on my sleeve, because my body is mine. I know I'll get hate for this, but y'know what, good. That means it pissed you off, it got into your head, and maybe one night while you're sitting there pondering who really has the power, you'll remember that you do. Not any man.

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